***Warning Blog may be triggering!!****
*GIFTS OF CHOICE*
While walking around outside & looking at those around you, all the while wondering if anyone holds the same gift as you.
This gift is the mental illness inside you.
You see it as a gift others see it as a curse this is because it had a chance to burst.
You hold this gift deep down inside, something already hotwired into your hard drive.
You wish sometimes you never had it, but it has made you feel alive.
It has caused you to receive the gift of humbleness for those around you.
This is the gift you received for having such a disease.
A disease frowned upon by society.
Something not brought to you to bring you down, but something there to help rise you up.
It helps you understand others more, while helping yourself and others.
Believing in yourself, knowing you can pass this obstacle.
Wanting to connect with those who have not grown from it.
All the while helping them learn.
You yern to connect as you look around for those holding this gift around you.